needless to say how i feel everyday is not what you'd expect because ive never been this direct.
i feel alone. i feel sad. i feel empty. i feel mad. because of "him" he took away every aspect of normalsy for me. noone ever really sees whats happening inside me. the fight, the war, the closing of a door. confining me to this one place, having to stare at this ugly hated face. watching, observing, waiting to see, if anyone ever will really actually figure out whats happening to me. they don't im alone. helpless is what i am. its like the world is the lion and i am the lonely, stupid, little lamb. mauled apart every day by this torture inside, what more can i say? im alone, helpless, tortured, beaten, abused, torn down, completely used.
i feel alone. i feel sad. i feel empty. i feel mad. because of "him" he took away every aspect of normalsy for me. noone ever really sees whats happening inside me. the fight, the war, the closing of a door. confining me to this one place, having to stare at this ugly hated face. watching, observing, waiting to see, if anyone ever will really actually figure out whats happening to me. they don't im alone. helpless is what i am. its like the world is the lion and i am the lonely, stupid, little lamb. mauled apart every day by this torture inside, what more can i say? im alone, helpless, tortured, beaten, abused, torn down, completely used.
i am........: